Mostly Dead (mostlydead) wrote,
Mostly Dead
mostlydead

as if i will live forever...

ok, so i let it go again, the acute sensation of physical awareness of living in this body in this world went back to sleep like it was taught to do in the first years of this life by grown ups who thought they knew better) and i became more everyone else than myself again… fuck me if i can't take a joke, bad as it is… stink, lather, repeat, leaven heavily with apathy and ignorance (feigned or not) and presto, nothingness actualized… or as close as it gets…

if you missed it, you didn't…

so tonight i ran again…
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