Mostly Dead (mostlydead) wrote,
Mostly Dead
mostlydead

for crying out loud

when all the world around you smiles while playing suicidal games
it might not be so bad if they did not condemn you for not playing
and if you were happy isolated from the crowd
but all alone, no one to love you,
well that just sucks

for crying out loud

neediness just wants to suck you down
to it's needy level
share dependency on poison pills
sugar rushes, and unhealthy ways

laziness just wants to suck you down
to it's lazy levels
share the selfish ride to nowhere
making messes, and unhealthy ways

don't let it get too deep
you may find when you're asleep
your subconscious comes to haunt you

don't let it too real
you may find that when you feel
your subconscious comes to taunt you

when all the world around you smiles while playing apathetic games
it might not be so bad if they did not ostracize you for not playing
and if you were happy not caring like the crowd
but all alone, no one knows you,
and that just sucks

for crying out loud

emptiness just wants to suck you down
to it's empty level
share the vacant stare at the TV
shallow conversations, and meaningless ways

greediness just wants to suck you down
to it's greedy levels
share the selfish ride to nowhere
just collecting stuff in meaningless ways

don't let it get too deep
you may find when you're asleep
your subconscious comes to haunt you

don't let it too real
you may find that when you feel
your subconscious comes to taunt you
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